December 2010
28 posts
“you are the noun,
and not the verb.”
– mahacakrie.
dadah dadahan
was thinking to list down my most memorable things that happened in 2010. both happy and sad moments, they all made my years.. ;)
january.
broke up (ho yeah, berakhir di januariiiii *glenn fredly sings*)
but then i went to Bali, with friends. not ‘that’ exciting, but it was really a getaway from the boring routines.
tried parasailing. fell in love with bali’s skies.
went to...
“damn it. i found her. i’m feeling insecure.”
– F!
“i only stop when i’m full”
– andy warhol
in·ge·nu·i·ty
[in-juh-noo-i-tee, -nyoo-]
–noun, plural -ties for 3.
1.the quality of being cleverly inventive or resourceful;
inventiveness: a designer of great ingenuity.
2.cleverness or skillfulness of conception or design:
a deviceof great ingenuity.
3.an ingenious contrivance or device.
4.Obsolete . ingenuousness.
*9.05pm, on my way back home*
I love you.
I love you so much.
..I keep on thinking of what to type here, but there’s no other thing left to say. You’ve made me all stoned. And retarded, like you said. If this supposed to be just an infatuation, then honey please, look again in your thesaurus - you’ll find love there :)
*11.15pm, on my desk*
now i know i need a man that stays and will stay. just near me will do good. i dont care what he’s doing or what he’s thinking, as long as i can see him there, near me.
dont ask why.
2011
*12.43am, on bed*
My next year resolution will not consist of Y, O, and U.
I will definitely pay more attention to myself and my body + mind. Focusing on being happy, rather than being good. Will reformat my brain and memory card, then only I can reboot my life.
Amiin amiin. Next year is time for ego. Me, me, and me.
\m/
“You’ve already won me over in spite of me
And don’t be alarmed if I...”
– Alanis Morissette
“Sometimes, you just ‘need’ someone you want, and not someone you...”
– A66 first hope-to-be-annual trip, Bandung.
*1.46am, on bed*
I may not have stocks for expression, but I really want you to know that this, what you did just now, was all right.
All right.
All.
I repeat, all.
Learning from today’s stories, I’m sure you are all I ever wanted. Pity you’re not all I need. :’(
Mem mem memmm~
silent sigh
*office’s lobby, 7.07pm*
I’m having my ‘blank’ phase. I guess. Everything looks blue and red, like those 3D movies. I have ideas, but I don’t know what those are and what those are for.
He’s just fifteen degree away, on my left, playing guitar to songs that currently being played from inside the office.
And I’m just typing for good.
Silent.
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“It’s really over, you made your stand
You got me crying, as was your plan...”
– John Mayer & Mahacakrie
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“…take my hand, baby, i’m your man
i’ve got love enough for...”
– stone roses
Don't go.
*11.40pm, on my bed*
My body can’t lie.
It needs to know you’re okay.
These eyes can’t stop repeating that scene where you said bye and gone in one blink.
These ears need to hear your voice before sleep, cause they used to it.
This nose keeps on running, makes it even harder to breath.
These hands are ready to press th green button, to answer your call.
And this heart,...
They don't know the story.
*Office’s front room, waiting for Mama to pick me up.
They don’t know the story.
They don’t need to know the story.
So why must they judge us?
Why must they judge on things that they don’t even need to know?
Fish!
look what i've found!
this morning i managed to find my long lost autobiography called ‘color conversation’. there were pieces of it here and there. i still cant find the whole book.
here are those pieces i have found. they did make me smile, but one of it made me shocked. huh huh hah hah.
first one i found, was my first love story. met him during my semester in padjadjaran university, bandung. he was...
lalalala. dont wanna think about it.
.
today’s playlist sucks big time.
songbird shuffles wrong songs, yet they’re right.
.
Why did I come? Oh, why did I come here? These humans all suck. I’d rather be home feeling violent and lonely. I’m not trying to sound so insincere, but the postcard that’s taped to the freezer reads: “Wish you were here.” How I wish I could disappear. I’m...
miserably heart-rending
A: Aku sayang banget nih sama kamu, takut kebablasan.
B: ...
A: ...
B: Kebablasan maksudnya apa sih?
A: Keterusan aja, akhirnya nabrak sama realita.
how much money you're "wearing" today?
*start calculating*
from top. contact lenses, IDR 165.000 per 3 months. so, divide by 90 days, today’s contact lenses worth IDR 1.800
bra, bought it from Metro Dept Store. i was fooled by the price tag, thought they were on discounts. hiks. they cost me about IDR 115.000
brown t-shirt, bought it from melawai, worth IDR 25.000
watch, graduation gift from ex-bf. free~
panties, from...